i am man of excess, ill do a ten miller twice a week and in between go through a bottle of jack daniels , i also take what would be called recreational drugs, i feel im a man of extremes and unable to live within normal lifes parameters, ill run until it hurts, drink/drugs until im unconscience, work that much that ill forget to eat. i recently got on a push bike and had to peddle as fast as i could, i couldnt just peddle along happily. your thoughts, advice or abuse welcome. i wasnt always like this, i thought i better add im forty and id like to add a war pensioner. redress:- war disablement pension, not to put me on a par with our real heros, the old timers and the young lads today.