I recognise your pain mate, but you've got to consider the fact that there's about to be a real time super depression in the jobs market. Even those that have in the past been pretty bomb proof, may find themselves out of work.Before any one comes out with normal shit it blah blah give it a go, I'm the idiot who has come back after injury from basic in 2015 and rejoined even then I thought it was stupid idea . I thought I was making the right choice for my family.
Right I'm 32 married with 3 Kids Just completed phase two and recently got to reg. I've had feelings for a while that it's not right for me lived too long being my own boss and working the normal life.
I've suffered with depression for a Long time due bit of a fun childhood( I will leave that their) hid it when I joined,but kept under control for a long time till crimbo when something set me off. I don't complain when I'm at work I get on with my job I think a lot of the lads like and respect me.
But it's effecting my home life my wife kids get the brunt of my frustration and anger as I don't want. I'm currently seeing dcmh to help with my lows and how it's effecting home life. I have started raising my voice to my kids and I've never done that.
So I'm just asking are there any lads that feel they hate the job and the life but don't show at work but take it home with them.
I would rather be unemployed keep my kids and wife happy then be miserable.by the way she supports me in what ever I do.
The Army may suck at the moment, but my advice is to soldier on until things settle in civvy street. It may be pants but at least it's secure employment.