In 2007 i passed my AOSB and was offered a join date, but soon after i decided that perhaps the army wasn't for me, moved to London and got a job that i enjoyed. I have subsequently found myself unchallenged and bored by civilian life. I like my house and my friends, but my job is unfulfilling, and my life rather meaningless. So my thoughts have turned back to the military, but I can't help but think that if i turned it down once, maybe officer training isn't for me, that maybe it was a confidence thing. The army as a whole appeals to me greatly, and I've thought about applying at ground level, particularly for RMP. Any thoughts on any of that? Thanks in advance.