The sketch is this: CSS capbadge - in a really non-deployable job which is (quietly) driving me mad. Fiancee of 1+ years, girlfriend of 6 years prior. One Op tour under my belt (in 5 years' service) and really want another. Current CO can stand the gap. Want HERRICK as I've done TELIC. Volunteered last time - which kind of hacked everyone off. Can I volunteer again? Should I be more open about it this time? Bear in mind that this ought to be my last tour ever in (short) remaining career before I give up and get a proper job. Opinions and abuse welcome!