Well where do i start, basically I was due to go in as a regular on the 8th of January this year into the "The Rifles" regiment, loved everything about it from the interviews to Pre-ADSC to the actually ADSC I did in Pirbright. Anyway i got up to Catterick as scheduled & started to have real doubts about some things in my personal life (my missus who i've been with for 7 years), i think it just really hit home that this was a big change and i just couldn't go through with it i felt like i was abandoning her & everyone else close to me (personally everyone crying etc in the morning really didn't help how i felt in the morning), so then i had plenty of time to sit there & stew about it all on the way up there for 6 hours on the train. So i came back THE NEXT DAY (didn't sign my contract to do the mandatory 28 days), which in all honestly i really didn't want to but just let my conscience get the best of me, thing is i think everyone sort of thought i wasn't even giving it a go so to speak, problem i felt was that the longer i stayed i just knew the more id become attatched & the bigger the dilemma would of became for me so like i said i came back. Now i've enrolled at my local college & i'm due to go in september to start an access to higher education course which will grant me entry in to uni within a year so looking forward to that, & just started working again yesterday. Basically theres nothing else id really rather do than be in the army so i'm sort of lost still at the moment anyway, but if i can't go full time then at least if i go T.A i could definetley deal with the whole missus thing, im wondering that because i left regular before it even started basically would it be a problem for me to join the T.A Now? because obviously after you discharge regulars your not allowed back to start the process again for a while depending on your report i had my army number my certificate saying i've passed ADSC & my oath of allegiance. I just don't want the whole process & what it took to get me there from my side & the armys to be a waste. What id like to know is: Will I even have a report? Could I go to the careers office & join the T.A Today still even after my regulars issue?, if so does it matter what careers office i go to? My run time was always ok nothing special always in between 9:20 & 9:50 for the 1/5 mile run, press ups were 81 in 2 mins, sit ups 69, heaves were 11. Don't know if the fitness requirements are different or not? Any help would be really appreciated. Looking to go into "The Rifles" TA detachment 6 Rifles, either in Bristol or in Taunton.