I need some advice. I've just come back from a hot sandy place, where I saw a lot of action with SF. I thought I could handle it, but I can't. My life is falling apart around me. I keep seeing the dead in my office - their eyes are silently blaming me for the horrors I have visited on them. Other symptoms include extreme irritability, telephone phobia, night terrors, recurring flashbacks and nausea. In extreme cases I have suffered from hallucinations involving my mother screaming at me from the end of a long dry hallway. Is there anyone on ARRSE who can help?