Give it a go; you sound a bit contrite and seemed to have identified where you've gone wrong. I think you have realised that being in the forces isn't the same as being at school - there are real and lasting consequences of being a bit of a prat.Not after sympathy. Just want to know what I can do. I will be writing a letter to the OC and seeing the padre . Thanks for the help and replies.
In spite of what others have said, good luck.