I work and do my job ok. I don't have nightmares or anything. I don't feel there is anything wrong with me but each day I find myself on the verge of tears at nothing. I'm not suicidal but if someone handed me a loaded 9mm pulling the trigger would be a no brainer. I get an increasing vision of imploding and don't really know whats wrong with me. I know I need to seek help, thats obvious, but who, where and how, I have no idea where to start. A phone number or name would help a lot. I've been reading here a while and it is most definitely not a wah so only sensible replies please.