Guys, my ptsd is playing up again. Not doing too well here really. Last night nearly got arrested in the pub, only had a couple of pints, seriously, two pints, because I got so angry with someone, I didn't even know them, they just wound me up, kept saying really loudly 'I'm in the SAS' that sort of shit and I lost my temper with him. Fortunately someone else I know there stopped me from doing any serious damage. I have anger issues at the best of times and I rarely go out any more in case it boils over. Last night was an exception, I hadn't left the house for days and so went to my local just to see a few other people. Stupid idea, I should've stayed at home. I've had the last week of no sleep, flashbacks and nightmares. Don't dare go and see my kids this weekend because I'm not in any fit state. No right to ask really, I don't contribute much here other than to complain about my ptsd on occasions, but I could really do with some support here. Thanks.