Well hello people, It makes me feel very depressed to write this topic, but I need to talk about it. I have always wanted to be an infantry soldier and will always want to be. I have being in cadets for about 2 and a half years now, am a full screw and a 3 star and am 15, now what I want to write about. For the first 2 years of my cadet career I was really keen, put effort into evreything and was probaly a bit more focused than I am now. But now I am still keen don't get me wrong but it seems as if i mess around more not getting in trouble but terroising people and things like that, I have being busted once but got my rank back soon enough as it was not my fault. I want to join the army soon but it seems I am losing intrest as ti be honest I don't really do much on parade nights. I just need a bit of advice!