Is there anybody else out there who kinda feels just a tiny bit resentful about the Army? What can I say, I dont regret the things I did; throwing myself off rockfaces attached to a tiny piece of rope held by the biggest goon in the world, or being drowned underneath freezing cold water whilst some idiot pushes me down the rapids......for a laugh.......or getting so massively drunk that I get put on duty for a squillion years...but hey, anyway, I left to do a university course that I couldn't do IN the fantastic force, and found that civi street pays sweet FA for stupid 'office' jobs (which seem to be the only ones avaliable), and I dont think the fact that I can shoot a rifle is going to help me in the CV stakes.....my worst nightmare is ending up as a cleaner or something for the rest of my natural life.... have I made a big boner by leaving do you think? I mean Ive looked at these 'for ex-forces personnel'websites and they kind of only want engineers and stuff which Im not...dont get me wrong, Im not the thickest person in the world, I can type (ish) I've got 8 GCSE's, but it doesn't seem to be enough! I cant help but rant!! And dont accuse me of not getting off my butt and not looking hard enough, believe me, I have looked EVERYWHERE.....I know I have the leadership skills and all that stuff that everybody who doesn't end up getting THROWN out of the Army has, but this only seems to me to be useful once I already have OTHER traits that employers want. HELP!!!!