No mate Don't do anything daft. Sorry you've been having a tough time of things. If you want to talk to anyone right now ring the Samaritans .nodigitsever said:Paracetamol overdose it is then?
Awol said:Nodigits, hang in there mate. Things are never as bad as they appear late at night after a few beers, and for some reason this time of year always makes people feel worse.
I'm sure if you looked around it wouldn't take long to find someone who cares. There is a lot of help available out there (and here on Arrse) and there are always people who will do all they can for you, all you need to do is ask.
I'm sure I'm speaking for almost everyone when I say good luck mate.