Well to be perfectly clear my mind is pickled as to what I want to do. I don't know if this is for me the training is hard but that's not what's bothering me it's being away from home, not being able to go home at night and spend time with my girlfriend of 3 years and parents. Also not being able to go out with my mates, have a 9-5 job, go to the football and like I said have time with family and friends. What's the difference between phase 1 and phase 2? Help lads!