Regardless of the evils this 'thing' has carried out, to want to take your own life 'it' must be conscious that 'it' is hated. So it's nice to know that his brain is working overtime with self pity and turmoil. He's now failed twice, his mental state must be like mushy peas. And I love knowing he's hurting. He's a failure and he knows it but can't make it go away or end. May he rot in hell....I'm sure he will.