In 2007 I was on 6 weeks POTL and did the stupidest thing of my life. I was obsessed with a stupid girl I was seeing and to impress her infront of her druggie mates I snorted a line of ccaine... It was the first and last time I've ever done such a thing and wish I hadn't as its had massive re-percussions since. I took the drug because I wanted a quick fix way of getting out. On the first day back there was a CDT I p***ed in the cup fully knowing I'd fail and two weeks later marched to the SSM's and told I'd failed and that action was to be taken against me. The feeling in my Troop and Squadron was terrible. Nobody wanted to know me. MyStaffy and Tp OC were gutted and I just had the feeling that I'd let everybody down! 6 weeks later I was out of the gate. It was all a waste of time as the lass I'd done this for split up with me the day after... She'd been seeing someone else all along. Two years down the line I'm a phone monkey in a crappy call centre earning next to nothing. It's pathetic. I think about my time in the Army everyday and thats my punishment! I've put this on here in the hope that anyone reading this and is thinking about taking drugs to get out of the army to have a good hard think and for them not to tread the path that I have. It's not worth it. It really will ruin your life!