I went to my nieces birthday party yesterday with Mrs Books and the two little books. I had a few glasses of wine, everything seemed fine. Mrs books gave me the silent treatment all the way home and when we got indoors.
She would not tell me why i was getting the silent treatment so i grabbed her by the throat and started to choke her, i came to my sense's and she called her parents who came and took her and the kids back there's.
we meet today at her sisters house where by mutual agreement i have moved to my dads.
We have been together for 17 years and married for 11, she and the kids are everything to me, without her i would not be the person i am.
That person is kind and loving who whole world is his family, the one who has now realised he has a drink problem.
I am going to my first AA meeting tonight. so why am i on here off loading to the wide world that is ARRSE, to be honest im not sure except you all tell it how it is, and maybe that will help. i am not ashamed to say that i am sitting in front of my dads computer crying and full of self loathing for what i have become.
i am not sure if i am an alchholic, but i know i have a drink problem, Had a Chat with the people at the AA and they agree, i do not go round trying to choke my wife as amatter of routine, in fact i have never laid a hand on her before, but i do seem to get angry when i have had a drink
Its not often we get a chap who admits to throttling his Mrs, its a thread to savour and enjoy.
No need for it to be moved, I'm sure we can all learn something.
Books, how far gone was she, did her pupils begin to dilate? did she p1ss her pants? Did you force yourself on her afterwards then tell her she was worthless and you only married her to get out of the block.
While you strangled her, did you get one of the children to release your growing stem from your underpants and massage it for you....... before pushing a warbrobe over, on top of them?