Well just passed my selection which was great, loved every bit of it (part from gettig a numb arse from sitting around for quite a bit). But now im always having 2nd thoughts and asking if its realy what i want and if my heart is realy set on it ! I dont want to tell my mum or dad yet cause i know they will think im just a twat for putting months of training my self & getting fit for nothing. So i guess im seeking advice from fellow arrser's. What would you do or have you been in my situation . Any help would be much appreciated ! Thanks in advance. Ryan.