Well well I have not posted on here in a eon but I would just like to toss a thank you to a few people who tossed me a bone back in the beginning of 2008 with some spot on advice and a bit of man up juice. If you look at previous posts you will get my point and what its all about but I am squared away now re doing my 4 year contract with the army (probably stay longer now so much has changed its paying to stay) Summary is: Took all my shit on the chin. Grafted up the sheds like a whore, Brew bitch for 6 months and a spot of good colly where I grafted some more. Bumpy month in battalion. Battalion tossed me a bone while taking heavy interest in my fitness. Bit more grafting. Bone toss: RCMT course smashed it in one! Now a part of my company and content and happy the army has changed some things bad some good but its a workable environment now afghan coming up and I am ready! Qualifications, No more homelessness pay sorted and some bloody good mates. what more could a failure at life ask for? Cheers again for the PM's and forum posts.