As my ID states, I'm an alcoholic. I've always drank during my years in the TA and to be honest I really looked forward to having a beer. For many years it was fine, I was always functioning in the morning, having a laugh going through the post beer PXR's. But then began the slide, mild at first but slowly turned to doing CFT's wondering why I'd got new female's numbers on my phone (black out), unable to control my drinking during functions, waking up in barracks wondering how I got back. Failing breath tests, failing to produce work. Did I think I had a problem??? No, I'd pass the CFT, I'd do one of the hardest runs in the world after starting on the bog throwing up, while the remainder of the team was on the start line. Unable weekends cause I was shattered - poor sleep patterns, working hard(/& late) at civvie job, irregular eating habbits - all beer related. I didn't drink a bottle of cider before going on the ranges, I didn't take a flask of whisky on weekends, I didn't start drinking as soon as training finished. In fact I was an ideal MATT 6 soldier until I took that first drink. On MATT6, yes it does talk about beer but did I listen, as I've just stated this was just another boring lecture. Recommended daily allowance??? they're all set by someone who's never drunk (or I thought so), when they've collated all the figures their highly likely to be wrong - I mean when asked how much have you had to drink are you going to tell the truth???? I never did, only at AA meetings did I start admitting the real amount. Although I've posted this on the TA forum it's not to imply TA have a drink problem. The majority of forces I've met at AA are either regular or ex-reg reservists, if I could recruit many of them into my unit we'd have the most most experienced unit in the TA. My recovery: I'm only new into AA but the process started a few years ago, chats with the badge/welfare officer/AO. Yeah I began to accept I had a problem. MATT6 again, ignored again of course. Moderating drink (<4 beers) and then failing a breath test - oh I'm being victimised now. I had to hit my rock bottom (I'd go into details but this ain't that much of an anon site), which I did and found my way to AA. I'd tried SSAFA which was located at my TAC but they seemed more interested in housing ex-regs. Also tried the local Alkie/Drug place via NHS, yeah we worked out triggers that made me drink but I couldn't make them go away until she left me. AA works for me, oddly it only seems to be certain TA/Reg/exReg cap badges that attend AA, maybe it's just the CSS corps that have drink problems but I think not. Soz waffled a bit there. Although the army policy is Excessive alcohol consumption is not to be tolerated; drunkenness is a military offence. but it also goes onto say Help will be offered to those willing to reform, but those who do not respond to rehabilitation will be considered for discharge.. Which I suppose in TA terms, as the army will not supply rehab, etc, means you can't fail the service test (sic). Saying that individuals do supply help and advice, mentioned a few earlier. Listening to advice from a Reg at AA, I understand the Army will provide you transport to AA meetings. Yeah I know they will be few and far between on annual camp etc but you should find one. Maybe speak to your padre, I found this a great help after I started going spirtiual via the AA programme. Lastly camps(/weekends), it is very difficult to find something to do when your knocked off. Obivously the traditional evening entertainment is a no go, laptop plus TV card/internet dongle a great help, running erm no ... unlit country roads, etc. Oddly I recieved a lot of support from some moderate/heavy drinkers, they helped me pass a lot of time, why??? I have my own ideas. It would be a fool that says I'm a one off and the army doesn't have drink problems. Put me on a 48hr (dry) exercise and I'll start spotting the alkies by their behaviour. Help is out there, would appreciate any other views on where to get it though.