Sunday 11 May

Saw him in the evening and he was acting really strangely. I went
shopping in the afternoon with the girls and I did turn up a bit late so
I thought it might be that. The bar was really crowded and loud, so I
suggested we go somewhere quieter to talk. He was still very subdued
and distracted so I suggested we go somewhere nice to eat. All through
dinner he just didn't seem himself; he hardly laughed and didn't seem to
be paying any attention to me or to what I was saying. I just knew that
something was wrong. He dropped me back home and I wondered if
he was going to come in. He hesitated, but followed. I asked him again if
there was something the matter but he just half shook his head and
turned the television on. After about 10 minutes of silence, I said I
was going upstairs to bed. I put my arms around him and told him that I
loved him deeply. He just gave a sigh and a sad sort of smile. He
didn't follow me up, but later he did and I was surprised when we made
love. He still seemed distant and a bit cold, and I started to think
that he was going to leave me and that he had found someone else. I
cried myself to sleep.


Sunday 11 May

My football team was relegated today. Gutted. Got a shag though.

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