Well you're still here, and as long as you did't hurt yourself or others, I'd put that down as a victory over your demons.
Aye I'm still here (and thanks for your comments). Trouble is, unless you tell the shrinks that you're a danger to yourself or others you slip through the net and they don't take it seriously. If you do tell them something like that you risk being sectioned.
I could write a book on this shit.