Jeez, that sounds mental. In the best sense. Stay strong.Yes but my ideal conditions are when it is overcast. Too hot and I get hot, sweaty and irritable. Pissing down rain and I just get grumpy.
Struggling to get motivated at the moment due to the heat and the stress of our lass getting Sectioned again after another psychotic episode. I think that there is a physical cause (gynaecological - time of the month has coincided with the three times that she has been hospitalised in the last 23 months) but she can't get it looked at yet as all gynaecological services have been closed due to the bloody bat flu.
Bit stressed due to inadequate hospital care. She escaped from Royal Bournemouth Hospital's Observation Ward, got the bus to Fordingbridge and overdosed on paracetamol because she had a headache (typically she bought a pack of 32 from Lloyds Pharmacy - why couldn't she buy cheaper ones?). We found her in Ringwood and ended up getting a ride back in a police car. I've mentioned elsewhere the neglect that she was subject to on a very quiet Acute Medical Unit while waiting for a transfer to a specialist hospital. She is now in St. Ann's and was allowed to give half her clothes away to another patient while she thought that she was dying - we haven't been able to recover these yet.
So with the heat, stress, anxiety and lack of sleep I'm finding that I'm struggling to do anything.
I would go to the end of the world for my loved ones. And you will.
Stay strong. When people need you, you have to.