Ive been out for nearly 18 months now. I keep getting this urge to go back though. At first I thought joing the ACF might help me control this urge but it hasnt, well not much anyway. I would rejoin but I just dont have the time at the moment to do all the phys involved (as im not quite as fit as I was) or to do all the weekends as i remember 28 days a year, yeah right. How do you, that have left and still post here, control this urge?